Badalte Rishte With Bhaiya Awara Romio Family Story Xossipy Part 1

 

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* Badalte Rishte * Bhaiya Romio

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 Story Maker \- Bhaiya Romio 

Dear Readers:- Main koi writer nahi hoon or na hi maine kabhi socha tha k main koi kahani likhuga mujhey story likhne ka koi tajurba nahi hai, kuch din se faragat ki waja semaine socha q na aik kahani likhi jae to pesh-e-khidmat hai meri pehli kawish.

“ Badalte Rishte “ 

 

“Mohabat” 

 

 Mohabat…! Dekhne aur likhne mein chaar (4) huroof (words) lekin parhne aur

 zabaan se ada karne mein paanch (5).

 Mo…hab…bat.

  Kehte hain mohabat andhi hoti hai lekin karne wale andhe nahi hote. Mohabatkab kahan kis se ho jae ye na aap bata sakte hain aur na main. Jab kisi ko kisi se mohabat hoti hai to mohabat karne wale ye nahi dekhte k saamne wala kon hai,kia karta hai, us se kia rishta hai, wo dikhne mein kesa hai, khoobbsurat bhi hai yanahi, bas wo mohabat karte hain sirf mohabat. Mohabat jab hadd se bharr jati hai to ishq ka darja ikhteyaar kar leti hai aur ishqinsaan ko fana bhi kar deta hai aur amar bhi. Aese ki mohabat k rangon semozaiyan aik la zawaal dastaan aap ki basaarat ki nazar.(Is not a real story. Is kahani k saare kirdaar or waqiyaat farzi hain, is kahani k

saare kirdaar or waqiyaat ka asli zindagi se koi ta’luq nahi lehaza isy aik farzi

kahani samjh kar hi parha or samjha jae. Shukria. Regard:- Bhaiya Romio.) Mera naam SAJID hai aur meri umar 32 saal hai, meri shadi ko 7 saal ka arsa hochuka hai meri wife ka naam UZMA hai jo meri sagi phuphi ki beti or mujh se dosaal choti hai. Hamari aik beti bhi hai jis ka naam ALEENA hai. Episode No 1 Main pichle aadhe gante se apna Loraa NAZIAA ki Chut mein daale andar bahar karraha tha aur abhi mera irada usse mazeed chodne ka tha.

 Naziaa: “Aaaahhhhhh aaaaahhhhh aur tezzzzz aaaahhhhhh Sajidddddd tez tez karo

ahhhhhmmmmmm aaaahhhhh aur teezzzzz tezzzzz karo uuuuffffff aaaaahhhhhaaaaaa aaaaaa haaaaeeeee shabashhhhhhh uuuufffff oooohhh aaaaaa aaaaaa

uuuuuiiiiii.” Wo aiskiyan leti hoi mere dhakon ka jawab apni gaand utha kar de

rahi thi. Phir thorri der baad mujhe mehsoos hua k ab mein farig hone wala hoon to maine Naziaa ki dono tangein morr kar us k pet se lgaen aur tezi se Apny Loraa ko us ki Chut mein andar bahar karne laga. 2 mint baad hi main us ki Chut mein farig hogaya. Mere farig hote hi us ki Chut ne bhi paani chorr diya. Farig hone k baad usne apni tangen seedhi ki aur main us k upar aesey gira jaise mere jism se jaannikal gai ho. Mera lun Apny aap hi us ki Chut se nikal gaya. Naziaa ne mujhe jaldi se apni bahon mein bhar liya aur meri kamar par Apny haath phairne lagi. Meri sansein bohat tez chal rahin thin.

 Naziaa: “Bas ho gaya relex relexxxxxxx.” Us ne meri kamar sehlaate houy kaha.

 Thorri der baad main Naziaa k upar se utha aur us k barabar mein let gaya. Phir Wouthi aur mere Loraa se condom utaar k bed k neeche rakhe destbin mein daal dia.Wo hamesh khud Apny haath se mere Loraa par charra condon utaarti thi. Main Naziaa ko taqriban 10 ya 11 saal se janta hoon wo 36-37 saal ki aik bewa(widow) orat hai aur apni maa k saath rehti hai. Do saal pehle us k husband ka aikroad accedent mein inteqaal ho gaya tha. Us ki koi olaad nahi thi. Shokar kinteqaal k baad wo apni maa k saath rehne lagi q k us ki maa bhi aik bewa khatoonhain. Naziaa ne jaise hi condom utaara main uth kar jaane laga.

 Naziaa: “Kahan ja rahe ho.?” Us ne mere seene pa

r hath rakhte houy kaha.

 Main: “Bathroom aur kahan jaunga is halat mein.” Maine kaha.

 

 Naziaa: “Mujhe us ka naam btao.?” Ye keh kar wo uthi aur mere pet par beth gai.

 

 Main: “Kis ka naam btaun.?” Maine us ki tang par hath phairte houy kaha.

 

 Naziaa: “Us orat ka

 

 jisse tum sab se ziyada pyaar karte ho.” 

 

 Main: “Tum phir se shuru ho gai.” 

 

 Naziaa: “Han q k tum ne pichli baar mujh se wada kiya tha k us ka naam btaoge.” Us

ne mere seene par haath phairte houy kaha.

 Main: “Kia karo gi us ka naam jaan kar jo ab is dunya mein hi nahi hai.” Maine

udasi se kaha.

 Naziaa: “Bas mujhe us ka naam aur us k bare mein sab kuch janna hai.” Us ne kaha.

 

 Main: “Agar na btau to…” maine us k mammon par haath phairte houy kaha.

 Main: “To main tum se kabhi baat nahi karu gi aur na hi kabhi tum se sex karu gi.”

Us ne Apny mammon par se mere haath hatate houy kaha.

 Main: “Soch lo tumhari Chut ki aag mere Loraa k ilawa kisi ka Loraa nahi bhujasakta.” Maine muskurate houy kaha.

 

 Naziaa: “Isi baat ka to rona hai. Waheed (her husband name) se to mera

bas kaghazka rishta tha mere asli shokar to tum hi ho shadi se pehle bhi shadi k baad bhi aur

marte dam tak tum hi rahoge. Lekin..” 

 

 Main: “Lekin kia…” Main us ki baat kaat 

-te houy kaha.

 Naziaa: “Lekin ye k jab tum mujhe chod rahe hote ho to tum jismaani to

r pe to meresaath hote ho lekin zehni tor pe kisi aur k saath hote ho aur mujhe ussi k bare mein janna hai jo mujhe chodte waqt tumhare zehan mein hoti hai.?” Naziaa ne serious

hote houy kaha.

 Main: “Zidd q kar rahi ho.?” Maine us ki aankhon mein dekhte ho

uy kaha.

 Naziaa: “Zidd main nahi tum kar rahe ho. Bas mujhe bataao tum ne aaj se pehle kiskis ko choda hai.?” Us ne mere seene par Apny dono haath rakhte houy kaha.

 

 Main: “Sab se ziyada to tumhain hi choda hai.” Maine hanste houy kaha.

 

 Naziaa: “Wo to mujhe

bhi pata hai lekin mujh se pehle tum ne jitni bhi larkiyon ko

choda hai aur kese kese choda hai sab k bare mein bataao.” Us ne mere seene k

balon ko zor se pakarrte houy kaha.

 Main: “Aaaaauuuch… Acha baba batata hoon tum pehle mere baal chorro.” Maine

us k haath se Apny seene k baal churraate houy kaha. Naziaa ne mere baal chorre aur mere upar se utar k side mein beth gai. Main uth kbetha aur bed k sarhaane tek lagate houy usse batana shuru kiya. Mere saath ye sab tab shuru hua jab meri umar *** saal thi, mere saath ye sabkaise aur kahan se shuru hua is k liye humain 17 saal peeche jana parrega. 17 Saal Pehle (June 1998) Hum sab garmiyon (June July) ki chutiyon mein Apny Naana k Gher aee hue thy.Us waqt meri umar *** saal thi aur mein *** class mein parhta tha. Humain yahanaee hue 10 din se ziyaada ho gee thy hawa mein achi khaasi hiddat thi ye DeraGhazi Khan ka aik acha aur saaf suthra ilaaqa tha jahaan ziyaada tar khaate peetetabqe k log rehte thy. Subeh k 11 baje ka waqt hoga jab maine apni KHAALA k Gher kdarwaaze par lagi hui ganti bajai lohe k gate k saath aik choti si takhti par merekhalu ka naam AHSAAN likha hua tha. Mere nana ka apna Gher bhi wahaan sekuch faasle par hi tha mangal ka din tha aur meri naani ne mujhe aik tea set de karapni beti k Gher bhaija tha jahan us din shaam ko koi dawat hona thi. Main bohatdair tak intizaar karta raha lekin andar se koi jawaab nahi aea June ka teesrahafta tha aur chilchilaati dhoop ne shehar ko taNooor ki tarah deh-ka rakha tha. Maine Apny maathy se paseena ponchte hue ghanti par dobaara Finger rakh di paanch chaiy minute aur guzar gaiy magar ab bhi kisi ne darwaaza nahi khola

maine jhalla kar iss dafa na sirf teen chaar kaafi taweel ghantiyan baja’in bal k

 zor zor se darwaaza bhi khatkatea. “Kon hai?” Ko

i aik minute baad darwaaze kbilkul peeche se meri Khaala JAMILA AHSAAN ki maanoos awaaz sunai di maine jawab dia,

 Main: “Mein hoon Khaala jan, Sajid. Naani ne tea set bhaija hai.” 

 Chand seconds khamoshi rahi phir Khaala Jamila ne zara neechi awaaz mein Pocha,

 Khaala: “Sajid baita tum akiale hi ho na.?” 

 

 Mujhe un k sawaal par hairat hui thi maine kaha,

 Main: “Ji haan Khaala mein akaila hoon.” 

 

 Khaala: “Mein ne munasib kaprre nahi pehne hue lekin mein darwaaza khol rahihoon tum andar aa jao.” 

  Khaala Jamila ab bhi ahista hi bol rahi theen jaise chahti hon k koi aur un ki awaazna sunn le unho ne darwaaza khol diya aur khud foran darwaaze ki oat mein hogaeen main tea set ka dabba utha kar Gher k andar daakhil hua to unho ne jaldi sedarwaaza band kar diya. Mai

n: “As***** aliakum Khaala jan”.

  Main Khaala Jamila ko ***** karte hue un ki jaanib palta.

 Khaala: ““Walakum ***** Sajid baita mein naha rahi thi tum ne ghantiyaan bajaeen

to mujhe bahar nikalna parra,,,ye tea set kitchen mein rakh do aur idhar kamraymein b

etho mein faarigh ho kar abhi aati hoon.” 

  Maine un ki sirf aadhi hi baat suni koun k Khaala Jamila ko daikh kar mere hosh urrgaiy thy baat thi bhi hosh urrane waali mere saamne Khaala Jamila Apny geelebadan pe sirf kameez pehne kharri theen unho ne Apny seene par aik chota sa peelerang ka toliya daala hua tha jis ne un k mote mote mammon ko to chupa rakha thalekin un ka pait aur naaf ka barra sa gehra garrha bilkul wazeh tor par nazar aaraha tha unho ne shalwaar bhi nahi pehni hui thi aur ghutno se neeche un kitaangain nangi theen kameez ka daman aik taraf se ulta hua tha aur un ki gori aurmoti raan kaafi upar tak nangi thi un k geele baal kandhon par parre hue thy jin se paani k qatre tapak rahe thy. Hua kuch yoon tha k jab maine ghantiyon par ghantiyaan baja'ain to Khaala Jamilane Apny sabun lage badan par jaldi jaldi paani daala aur bina badan khushk kie

hue sirf kameez pehan kar ghusal khane se bahar nikal aa’een ta k daikh sakain k

kon aea hai koi aur hota to wo use bahar se hi rukhsat kar daiteen lekin Sajid kodaikh kar unho ne socha k wo to apna bacha hi hai aur darwaaza khol kar useandar bula liya Khaala boleen,

 Khaala: “Biate tum ne barri taqleef ki jo iss garmi mein yahaan aa’iy Ahsaan kbarre bhai aur un ki family aa rahi hai aaj.” 

 

 Main: “Ji Khaala jan aeisi koi baat nahi.” 

  Abhi mere munh se ye alfaaz nikle hi thy k achanak toliya Khaala Jamila k aikkandhe se slip hua aur un ka mota sa beaan mamma kameez mein se jhaankne lagaun ki kameez un k geele sehatmand badan se buri tarah chipki hui thi aur ba’eain mamme ka barra sa ubhaar aur nipple ka mota sira bilkul saaf dikha’i de raha tha

aam halaat mein wo har waqt bra pehne rehti theen lekin us waqt un k mammon par bra nahi tha unho ne jaldi se toliya samet apni kameez ko gale se uparkhaincha to un ka beaan mamma geeli kameez se ragarr khaata hua thorra saupar uth gaya mujhe un k mamme ka nipple seedha kharra hua nazar aea. Mainedaikha k Khaala Jamila k mamme mote hone k bawajood latke hue nahi thy bal-ktane hue seedhe kharre thy Khaala Jamila ne thorra sa khafeef hote hue kaha,

 Khaala: “Bas mujhe das minute lagain ge.”

 Maine be-kheaali k aalam mein sar hila diya unho ne toliya waapas Apny seene pardaala, apni kameez k daman ko raan par darust kiya aur taizi se qadam uthaatihui us kamray ki taraf chal parreen jis mein ghusal khana tha. Maine hairat-zada ho ke un k mote mote geele Chutarron ko daikha jin k saath unki kameez chipki hui thi shalwaar na hone ki waja se Khaala Jamila k bahar ko niklehue Chutarron ki barri barri safaid golaiyaan kameez k andar se jhaank rahitheen aur un k darmiyaan ki lakeer bilkul wazeh thi nahaane se un ka gora badanaur ziyaada gora lag raha tha mujhe laga jaise main apni Khaala k hilte hue bhaaribharkam Chutarron ko bilkul nanga daikh raha hoon wo chote chote lekin taizqadmon se chal rahi theen aur un k mote Chutarr barre mast andaaz mein matakrahe thy un ki kameez ghutno tak lambi thi jis k neeche un ki safaid nangi pindliyon ki neeli ragain mujhe dikhai de rahi theen mai ne socha kaash main kisitarah Khaala Jamila ki phudi aur gand mein apna Loraa daal sakta. Main tea set kitchen mein rakh kar kamray mein daakhil hua to mujhe Apny kaanoki lawain garam hoti mehsoos hueen baaz auqaat insaan ki zindagi mein paishaane waala aik chota sa ba-zahir be-zarar waqiya bhi barri door-rus ehmiyat kahaamil saabit hota hai Khaala Jamila ko is haalat mein daikh kar mere zehan meinqeaamat barpa ho gai thi main aik achi shakal-o-soorat ka khush-atwaar aursuljha hua larrka tha Khaala Jamila par to main bohat pehle se aashiq tha aur mainkis upar mein Khaala Jamila ka aashiq hua tha is ka andaza mukhe khud bhi nahitha main sainkrron dafa un k mote mammon aur bhaari gand ka tasawur kar kmuth maar chuka tha aaj pehla moqa tha k maine un k badan ko is had takkaprron k baghair daikha tha Khaala Jamila k kandhon par bikhre hue geele baal,kameez mein se jhaankta hua un ka mota taaza baeaan mamma, naaf ka gehragarrha aur gand ki taiz harkat jaise mere zehan par naqsh ho kar reh gai thi. Room main aa kar main aik sofe par baith gaya aur ghair iraadi tor par Apny Loraako sehlaane laga jo ab kharra ho chuka tha pata nahi kitni hi dair main apni Khaalak badan aur us k sehar-angaiz nashaib-o-faraaz k baare mein soch soch kar Apnyakrre hue Loraa ko masalta raha phir ghusal khaane ka daewaza khulne ki aawazaane lagi to mujhe hosh aea. Kuch dair baad Khaala Jamila ghusal khane se bahar aa gaeen ab unho ne mamoolk mutaabiq libaas pehan rakha tha. Surkh rang ka jorra jis par chote chote safaid phool thy un ka dopatta bhi surkh hi tha jis par kaali lace lagi hui thi aur jisseunho ne Apny mote mote mammon par daal kar unhe chupaane ki nakaam koshishki thi. Maine sofe par sambhal kar baithte hue dopatte k neeche apni Khaala k mammon kitaraf daikha aur socha k chiffon ka patla sa dopata un k in do barre barreubhaaron ko dunya se bhala kaise posheeda rakh sakta hai wo aa kar mere saathbaith gaeen. Khaala Jamila bila-shuba aik khubsurat aur ba-waqaar aurat theen us ka chehraaik khaas qisam k jaazibyat ka haamil tha kushaada paishaani, sutwaan naak,nokeeli thorri aur cham-chamaata hua gora rang un ki aankhain ziyaada barrinahi theen lekin isbse un ki khubsurati mein koi farq nahi parrta tha.Wo nisbatan lambe qad ki barre sehatmand aur gudaaz badan ki aurat theen un kmamme mote aur bohat barre barre thy jin k gol ubhaar kisi maqnatees ki tarahmardon ko apni jaanib khainchte thy bhaari bharkum hone k bawajood Khaala Jamila ka badan hairat-angaiz tor par chust, lachakdaar aur phurteela tha un kigand na sirf moti aur bhaari thi bal-k kasi hui aur tawaana bhi thi. Dono Chutarrsakhti k saath aik doosary se jurre hue thy. Aisa lagta tha jaise kisi kumhaar neintahai mahaarat se un k Chutarron ko dil-aawaiz golaiyon ki shakal de di ho. Pait bilkul thorra sa nikla hua tha magar un k badan par har giz bura nahi lagta

tha. Un k haath pa’aon bhi barre khubsurat thy jin k safaid lambe nakhuno par wo

kabhi nail polish nahi lagati theen. Wo aik laheem shaheem aurat theen magar is kbawajood un k badan mein niswaaniyat koot koot kar bhari hui thi.. Khaala Jamila ko khud bhi Apny mammon aur Chutarron k mote aur bhaari honeka shadeed ehsaas tha. Wo jaanti theen k Gher se bahar nikalne par kia mard aurkia aurtain sab hi un k mammon aur gand ko barre ghor se daikhte thy. Guzishta 20 baras se un k saath yehi kuch hota aea tha. Wo paidaishi tor par bhaaribharkam aur mazboot tan-o-tosh ki maalik theen aur 15/16 saal ki umar mein bhiun k mamme apni hum-umar larrkiyon k muqaable mein ache khaase barre aurmote ho chuk thy. Phir chand salon k andar andar un k mamme aur Chutarr

khoob mote ho ga’aiy. Phir daikhte hi daikhte un ka badan poori tarah hourglass

yaani rait-Gherri ban gaya. Un k mammon aur gand ka size barrh gaya aur kamar patli aur choti reh gai. Wo 8 ka aik barra sa hindsa ban gaeen. Yoon qudrat ne un kbadan ko sex ki aik niheat taaqatwar aur khoobsoorat alaamat bana diya. Aisiauratain jin k badan ki banawat rait-Gherri jaisi ho bohat kam hoti hain aur issilie mardon ki shehwat-angaiz nigahon ne kabhi Khaala Jamila k mammon aurChutarron ka peecha nahi chorra. Shareef aur ba-kirdaar hone k naate unhe yebaat pasand nahi thi kiyonk wo jaanti theen k wo mardon k lie Apny andar aikkhaas jinsi kashish rakhti hain. Apny khaandaani pas manzar aur akhlaaqiaqdaar ki waja se unho ne kabhi kisi ki taraf aankh utha kar bhi nahi daikha. WoApny shohar k alaawa kisi aur mard k baare mein soch hi nahi sakti theen. Unhe ye baat na-gawaar guzarti thi k koi ghair mard un ki phudi laine ka kheaal bhi dil

mein la’aiy. Lekin ab iss ka kia kiya ja sakta tha unhe h

ar doosre aadmi kiaankhon mein yehi nazar aata tha jaise wo unhe abhi pakarr kar un k mammon konanga kare ga aur unhe choosna shuru kar de ga. Aise moqon par wo kisi ki tarafdhiyaan nahi daiti theen aur aise ghaleez khealaat ko foran Apny zehan se jhatakdiya karti theen. Apni taraf ghoorti hui nazron se bachne k lie wo har waqt Apnymunh-zor mammon par barra tight bra pehne rakhti theen ta k unhe baandh kar

rakh sakain aur wo kisi ko hilte hue nazar na aa’ain. Lekin un k mamme thy k jaise

har waqt bra ka ghaira torr kar bahar nikalna chaahte thy. Bilkul issi tarah woApny Chutarron ko bhi kameez k daaman aur dopate se jis had tak mumkin hotachupa kar rakhteen. Magar kameez ka chota sa daman un k phaile hue, mote aurtawaana Chutarron k saamne be-bus tha. Unhe ye bhi ilam tha k un k Chutarrchalte waqt jazbaat ko bharrkaane waaly andaaz mein harkat karte thy jinherokna un k bas ki baat nahi thi. Agarche sex k nukta-e-nazar se Khaala Jamila kadhol ki tarah kasa hua sehatmand lekin be-tahaasha gudaaz badan barra jaazib-e-nazar tha magar un k Apny zehan par humaisha se dubla hone ka khabt sawaartha. Jadeed zamaane ki bohat saari auraton ki tarah un ka bhi yehi kheaal tha kdubli patli aurat hi haseen kehlai ja sakti hai aur iss lie wo kai saal se apna wazankam karne ki sar torr koshishain kar rahi theen. Wo chaahti theen k log bajaiy unk mammon aur gand ko bhooki nazron se daikhne k un ki poori shakhsiyat se

muta’asir hon. Iss maqsad k hasool k lie unho ne dieting bhi ki aur wazan kam

karne waali dawaiyaan bhi istimaal kar k daikh leen magar na to un ka wazankum hua aur na hi un k mammon aur gand k size mein koi farq parr saka. Khaala Jamila Apny wazan k maamle mein itni hassaas theen k humaisha apna wazankarne se katraati theen. Khaala Jamila meri Amii se 4 saal choti theen magar un ki shaadi 19 saal ki umarmein kar di gai thi. Shaadi k agle hi saal un k haan aik baite ki paidaish hui magaris k baad phir koi bacha nahi hua. Ab wo 38 baras ki theen aur un ka baita Ilyaas 18 saal ka tha. Us din hasb-e-mamool wo college gaya hua tha. Main Gher meinbarra tha aur meri do choti behney aur aik chota bhai bhi tha. (un ka zikar aageaaega) Yoon main Khaala Jamila k baite ILYAAS QURESHI se 3 saal chota tha. Un kshohar Ahsaan Qureshi bank mein executive grade k officer thy aur aik parhi likhi

 family se ta’aluq rakhte thy. Apni sharafat, sharm

-o-hea, narm-dilli aur sab seache bartao ki waja se Khaala Jamila Apny susraal mein barri qadar ki nigaah sedaikhi jaati theen. Khaala room mein aain or kaha,

 Khaala: “Baite kuch thanda pi lo barri garmi hai.” Main: “Theek hai Khaala pi loon ga.” 

  Akaile Gher mein apni pasandeeda Khaala k saath waqt guzaarna mere lie kisinaimat se kam nahi tha. Khaala Jamila uth kar kamray se nikal gaeen. Maine un k mote, baahar nikle hue aur gudaaz Chutarron par jo Apny makhsoosandaaz mein aik doosre se takraate hue thirak rahe thy nazrain gaarr deen. Aeisa lagta tha jaise Khaala Jamila k Chutarron mein bijliyaan bhari hui hon. Main un kimoti taazi be-qaboo gand ko us waqt tak daikhta raha jab tak wo kamray se baaharnahi nikal gaeen. Khaala Jamila ki phudi aur gand maarna meri zindagi ki sab sebarri khahish ban gai thi. Maine tasawur hi tasawur mein na-jaane kitni dafaKhaala Jamila ki gand maari thi aur na-maloom kitni hi baar muth maarte hue un kmammon aur phudi ka soch kar Apny Loraa se manni bahar nikaalne ka maza liyatha. Mujhe ko bohat bachpan se hi auraton ki gand maarne ka shoq tha. Larrakpan takto main yehi samajhta tha k shead auratain sirf apni gand mein hi Loraa leti hainlekin phudi k baare mein ilam ho jane k baad bhi auraton ki gand mein meri

Dil chaspi baja’aiy kam hone k mazeed barrh gai. Aurton k mote, bhaari aur

taaqat war Chutarron mein phansa hua gand ka tang sooraakh mere zehan meinhumaisha halchal machaiy rakhta tha aur issi lie mote Chutarron waali auratainmujhe barri bhaati theen. Khaala Jamila to iss maamle mein qudrat ka shahkaartheen aur agar main unhe chodna chaahta tha to iss mein hairat ki koi baat nahithi. Moti gandon ka main bohat hi shoqeen tha. Ye kaha ja sakta tha k aurat kimoti gand meri bohat barri kamzori thi. Khaala Jamila ki gand k baare mein sochte hue maine aik thandi saans li. Main isshaqeeqat se bhi achi tarah waaqif tha k apni sagi Khaala ki phudi aur gand maarnamere lie na-mumkinaat mein se tha. Sooraj maghrib se nikal sakta tha lekin mainKhaala Jamila ko chod nahi sakta tha. Main jaanta tha k Khaala Jamila apni fitrisharafat aur mujh se Apny khooni rishte ki waja se kisi bhi soorat mein mujhe apni phudi aur gand daine par raazi nahi hon gi. Aur phir is ka to sawaal hi paida nahihota tha k un jaisi shareef aur riweat parast aurat Apny bhanje se gand marwalaiti. Main shart lagaane ko taiyaar tha k Khaala Jamila k shohar ne kabhi un kigand ka sooraakh daikha bhi nahi ho ga. Saari dunya iss baat ki gawaah thi k woaik mazboot kirdaar ki aur khaalis mashriqi soch rakhne waali aurat theen. Maineaankhain band kar leen aur socha k na-jane kitne hi mardon ne Khaala Jamila kochodne ki khaahish ki ho gi aur nakaami ka munh daikha ho ga. Main bhala kiskhait ki mooli tha. Phir mera aur Khaala Jamila ki umron ka farq bhi to bohat ziyaada tha. Main us k baite ki tarah tha aur ye kaise mumkin tha k main un ki phudi aur gand laine ki koshish karta aur Khaala Jamila apna aap mere hawaalekar daiteen. Ye kabhi nahi ho sakta tha. Mere k dil-o-dimaagh par ajeeb si afsurdgi chaane lagi. Koi paanch minute baad

Khaala Jamila mere lie kitchen se pepsi le aa’in. Koi aadh ghanta un se gup shup

karne k baad main bujhe hue dil k saath Apny naana k Gher waapas rawaana hogaya. Main jab bhi yahan naana naani k aata aur jab bhi Khaala Jamila se milta merihaalat normal nahi rehti thi kiyonk main unhe chodne k lie be-taab tha aur aisahona mumkin nahi tha. Bas yehi tazaad mujhe paraishaan kar daita tha. Magar

 

 aaj to main kuch ziyaada hi ghamgeen tha. Maine naani k bedroom ki almaari se family album nikaala aur Apny kamray mein aa gaya. Album mein Khaala Jamila kibohat saari tasawirein theen. Kuch tasawirein nai theen aur kuch puraani. Wo hartasweer mein bohat achi lag rahi theen. Kai tasweeron mein wo Apny shohar ksaath theen jisse daikh kar mujhe nafrat si mehsoos hui. Mere dil mein pehli baarApny khalu k lie aise jazbaat paida hue thy. Maine saamne dewaar par nazrain jama deen aur sochne laga. Mujhe kia hota ja raha hai? Kia mujhe apni sagi Khaala se muhabbat ho gai hai auriss lie main us aadmi se nafrat karne laga hoon jo unhe chodta hai? Kia ye wohimuhabbat hai jo aik larrke ko aik larrki se aur aik mard ko aik aurat se hoti hai? Lekin Khaala aur bhanje ki muhabbat? Main sar jhatak kar album ka aik panna paltea to Khaala Jamila ki aik barri si rangeen tasweer mere saamne aa gai. Apnymote mote mammon par dopata daale muskuraati hui wo bohat achi lag rahitheen. Mere dil mein ajeeb si meethi meethi kasak paida hui. Khushgawaar lekintaqleef daine waali kasak. Jaise aag halki aanch pe jal rahi ho. Kia museebat hai. Maine be-basi se Apny chehre par haath phaira.

 Main samjh nahi pa raha tha k apni zehni paragandgi par kaise qaboo pa’aiy.

 Aakhir Khaala Jamila ko hi meri Khaala hona tha. Koi dubli patli kam khubsurataurat bhi to meri Khaala ho sakti thi. Maine ta'asuf aur ghuse k mile jule ehsaas ksaath socha. Be-qaraari kuch kam hui to mujhe kheaal aea k be-shak wo Khaala Jamila ki phudi nahi le sakta magar un k qareeb rehne mein to koi muzaiqa nahihai. Maine faisla kiya k main jab tak yahan hoon un k Gher rozana jea kare ga. Agarche wo meri Khaala theen magar phir bhi un k Gher itna ziyaada aane jaane k

lie koi ma’aqool bahana to hona chahie tha. Main sochta raha. Phir mere dimaagh

mein aik jhamaaka sa hua. Episode No 02 Khaala Jamila ne shaadi k baad Punjab University se Urdu mein MA kiya tha aurmujhe Urdu k mazmoon mein hamaisha mushkil ka saamna raha tha. Khaas tor

 par mujhe sha’airi samajh hi nahi aati thi. Agar main Khaala Jami

la se parrhnerozana un k Gher chala jaya karu to saara masla hal ho sakta tha. Is tarah main unk bohat qareeb reh kar un k badan ka ji bhar k mushahida kar sakta tha. Ye bhimumkin tha k aaj ki tarah mujhe kabhi dobaara bhi Khaala Jamila ko thorra bohatnanga daikhne ka moqa mil jata.

Ye sochte hue mere zehan par cha’ii hui ranj ki kaifiyat taizi se khatam hone lagi.

 Shaam ko main apni Amii se kaha,

 Main: “Amii mujhe Urdu k mazmoon mein mushkil paish aa rahi hai kiyon na

main Khaala Jamila se Urdu ka cour 

se parrh loon.” 

  Main Apny school ka beg saath laya tha chuttion ka kaam jo karna tha Amii ne meri baat sunni or kaha,

 Amii: “ Haan kiyon nahi Jamila zaroor tumhe course khatam kara de gi.” 

  Main ne foran Khaala Jamila ko lendline k number se phone kiya aur Urdu kmazmoon mein un se madad chahi. Khaala ne kaha,

 Khaala: “Koun nahi ye to achi baat hai tum roz shaam ko aa jea karo main tumhain

 parrha diya karaun gi bal-k apni dono behno ko bhi le aaya karna un ka bhi

 fa’aida ho jaiy ga.” 

  Main ne jaldi se kaha,

 Sajid: “Unhe to koi aisa masla nahi hai jab barri classes mein ja’ain geen to dekha jaega.” 

 

 

 Khaala: “Theek hai tum jab chaho aa sakte ho.” 

 Ye kaam meri marzi k mutaabiq ho gaya tha aur mere raaste mein koi aur rukawatbhi nahi thi. Ilyaas college ki cricket team ka member tha aur roz dopehar ko practice karne jaea karta tha. Us ki waapsi raat se pehle nahi hoti thi. Khalu Ahsaan bhi Bank se kaafi late waapas aate thy. Is doraan Khaala Jamila Gher parbilkul akeili hoti theen. Mere liye bohat munasib tha k main 3/30 baje Khaala Jamilak haan puhanch jaya karun. Lehaza main agle din se hi un k Gher jane laga. Khaala Jamila mere saath baith kar mujhe parrhaati theen aur main barre qareeb se un k

mammon aur Chutarron ka mua’ana karta rehta tha. Main un k Gher 3/ 4 ghante guzaarta tha. Parrhai bhi ho jaati thi aur Khaala Jamila k qareeb rehne ka moqa bhi mil jaata tha.

 Khaala Jamila k liye bhi mera roz un k Gher aana kaafi faa’idamand saabit ho raha

tha. Wo taqreeban saara din hi Gher mein akeili hoti theen aur mere aa jaane seunhe na sirf gup shup k liye aik saathi muyasar aa gaya tha bal-k Gher k kaamonmein bhi main barre kholoos se un ki madad kar diya karta tha. Wo Apny dil meinmere liye aur ziyaada muhabbat aur shafqat mehsoos karne lagi theen kiyonkmain un ka har kaam bhaag bhaag kar karta tha. Ye kehna ghalat nahi ho ga kmain ne un ki zindagi aasaan kar di thi aur Khaala Jamila Apny aap ko meraehsaan-mand samjhne lagi theen. Wo khaas tor par mere liye khaane peene kicheezain banateen aur har tarah se mera kheaal rakhteen. Is maamle ka aik aur nafsiyaati pehloo bhi tha. Khaala Jamila ka baita Ilyaas iklotahone k bawajood un k ziyaada qareeb nahi tha. Wo yaaron doston mein maganrehne waala la-ubaali aur sar-phira larrka tha aur saari zindagi seedhe raste par

chalne ki talqeen karne waali ma’an ki rok tok usssy pasand nahi thi.

 

Khaala Jamila ko hamaisha is baat ka gila raha ka Ilyaas na-farmaan hai. Shayad main ne kisihad tak Ilyaas ki kami poori kar k un k dil mein Gher kar liya tha.

 

 Jis maqsad k liye main ne Khaala Jamila k haan jaana shuru kiya tha wo bhi barrihad tak poora ho raha tha. Gher se baahar insaan zara zaahir-daari aur takaluf sekaam laita hai lekin Gher k andar zindagi mein be-tarteebi hoti hai aur rakhrakhao ka kheaal nahi kiya jaata. Khaala Jamila k saath bhi yehi kuch ho raha tha. Jab main roz un k Gher jaane laga to rafta rafta unho ne saare takulaffaat bala-e-taaq rakh die aur poori tarah relax ho gaeen. Shuru shuru mein dopatta un k seene par hota tha lekin phir unho ne mere saamne dopatta laina bilkul chorr diya. Wowaise bhi Gher mein dopata nahi laiti theen. Khaala Jamila ne dopata laina kia

chorra meri to jaise mann ki muraad bar aa’i. Ab Khaala Jamila k tane hue mote

mamme teen chaar ghante tak mere saamne hote aur main ji bhar k un k ubhaaronaur golaaiyon ko daikh daikh kar apni aankhon ki piyaas bhujaata. Dono Khaalabhanja ab kaafi be-takalluf bhi ho gaiy thy. Main ne Khaala Jamila k Gher aana jaana to mehaz un k qareeb rehne k liye shurukiya tha magar ab halaat aik nai karwat le rahe thy. Main ye jaan gaya tha k apniKhaala ko raam karna bhi bilkul aisa hi hai jaise kisi doosri aurat ko raam karna. Haan ye farq zaroor tha k deegar auraton k muqaable mein Khaala Jamila ko phudimarwaane par raazi karna kahin ziyaada mehnat-talab kaam tha. Lekinbaharhaal theen to wo bhi aik aurat hi aur un ki nafsiyaati kamzoriyaan bhi wohitheen jo baaqi saari auraton ki hoti hain.Un se Apny naazuk rishte ko nazar mein rakh kar main ne hamesha barri ehtiyaatse kaam liya tha ta k Khaala Jamila ko

ye pata na chalne pa’aiy k main un ki phudi

laina chahta hoon. Main un ki nazar bacha kar hi un k mammon ya gand ko daikhakarta tha. Lekin is k saath saath main barri hoshiyaari se waqtan-fa-waqtan un kikhubsurti ki tareef bhi muhtaat alfaaz mein kar diya karta tha. Yehi waja thi kmujhe un k bohat ziyaada qareeb ho jaane mein koi khaas waqt nahi laga. Khud Khaala Jamila bhi ab Apny Gher mein meri mojoodgi ki aadi ho gai theen. Agar kabhi mujhe kisi waja se aane mein dair ho jaati to wo be-sabri se meraintazaar karti rehteen. Wo Apny bhanje ki sohbat aur rafaaqat ko barri qadr kinigaah se daikhne lagi theen magar is ka ye matlab nahi tha k un k dil mein mereliye koi ghalat khyaal tha. Aisa to un k weham-o-gumaan mein bhi nahi tha. Un ki parwarish jis m

aahol mein hui thi wahaan is qisam ki soch ki koi gunja’aish nahi

thi. Lekin is k bawajood un k zehan k kisi door daraaz khufya ghoshe mein ye halkahalka ehsaas zaroor mojood tha k main unhe pasand karta hoon. La-shaoori sateh par hi sahi magar ye ehsaas wajood zaroor rakhta tha. Poori dunya mein main hiwo waahid insaan tha jo har baat mein unhe wazeh tor par ehmiyat daita tha aurwo is haqeeqat se aagaah ho chuki theen k ye ehmiyat un k aur mere rishte ki wajase kam aur un ki shakhsiyat aur khoobsoorti ki waja se ziyaada thi. Bhanje ka apni Khaala se posheeda ishq dheere dheeary parwaan charrh raha tha. Ishq saare hi haijaan-khaiz hote hain lekin us ishq ki haijaan-khaizi hazaar guna

 

barrh jaati hai jise dunya gunaah ka naam de. Har mamnooa cheez ko jald-az-jald paane ki khaahish karna insaan ki fitrat hai. Main bhi ab be-sabra hota ja rahatha. Jismaani milaap se pehle aurat ka badan bhi deegar nasha-aawar ashya jaisahi hota hai. Pehle pehal thorri miqdaar se bhi theek thaak saroor aa jaata haimagar phir rafta rafta us saroor ko qeum rakhne k liye dose barrhaana parta hai. Kuch din pehle tak Khaala Jamila dopatte mein bhi mere dimaagh ki choolain hiladiya karti theen. Phir un k Gher aane jaane se mujhe un k mammon ko dopatte kbaghair daikhne ka moqa mila to mera nasha do-aatisha ho gaya.

 

Magar ab mainis se bhi aik qadam aage ja kar unhe bilkul nanga daikhne ka khahishmand tha. Roz-ba-roz ye khaahish barrhti ja rahi thi. Khaala Jamila Gher ka kaam khatam kar k roz nahaea karti theen. Main ne socha kagar main kisi tarah ghusal khaane mein jhaank saka to unhe bilkul nanga daikhsakta hoon. Khaala Jamila k ghusal khane mein plastic ka aik chota exhaust fanlaga hua tha jo andar ki hawa bahar sehan ki chatt par nikaalta tha. Agar mainexhaust fan ki jaali

hata laita hoon to kisi ki nazar mein aa’iy baghair barri

aasaani se unhe nahaate hue daikh sakta hoon. Aik din main ne chatt par charhkar fan ki jaali nikaal li aur us k taar kaat di. Ab fan chal nahi sakta tha. Agle din Khaala Jamila nahaane k liye ghusal khane mein gaeen to main sehan ki chatt parcharrh gaya aur exhaust fan k gol soorakh se andar jhaanka. Khaala Jamila Apny baalon se clip khol kar utaar rahi theen. Phir unho ne apnikameez ka daaman aage se upar uthaea aur ussey ulat kar utaar diya. Main nedaikha k un k mote mote mammon k ubhaar neele rang k aik barre se bra meinband thy.

 

 Un k bhaari mamme bra k andar barre saleeqe se tane hue nazar aa rahethy lekin un k size ki waja se bra mein bohat ziyaada khinchao nazar aa raha tha. Bra ki banaawat aisi thi k Khaala Jamila k aadhe se ziyaada mamme nange thy. Brak dabaao ne dono mammon ko upar utha diya tha aur un k aapas mein jurr jaanese aik barri gehri aur lambi lakeer ban gai thi. Un k bra k upar neele rang k hi phool ubhre hue thy. Bra k straps chorre aur kaafi barre thy. Ye us bra ki achiquality ka hi kamaal tha k Khaala Jamila k bhaari aur be-qaaboo mamme us kandar kisi qisam ki harkat nahi kar pa rahe thy. Sang-e-mar mar jaise khubsurat,chikne aur safaid badan par un k mote taaze mamme niswaani husan ka behtareennamoona thy. Khaala Jamila ne apni Fingeryon mein pehni hui do angoothiyan utaar kar sink parrakheen aur Apny dono haath peeche kamar ki taraf le ja kar bra ka hook khola aurussey Apny mammon se juda kar diya. Do mote mote gol aur bhaari mamme taqreeban uchal kar mere saamne aa ga’iy. Meri aankhain phatti ki phatti reh gaeen. Waaqai Khaala Jamila k mamme be-intiha mote aur barre thy. Main xxxmovies main bohat si auraton k rang barange mamme daikh chuka tha lekin phirbhi apni Khaala k nange mamme daikh kar main hairat-zada reh gaya. Zindagimein kabhi itne mote, barre aur bharpoor mamme meri nazar se nahi guzre thy.

 

 Khaala Jamila k phoole hue mammon ki wazni golaiyaan un k seene par barreGheroor se phaili hui theen. Un k mamme chamakte hue safaid rang k thy jin kbeechon beech surkhi-

ma’ail halke brown rang k bilkul gol paiwand thy jo 3 ya 3 ½

inch barre zaroor hon ge. In dono paiwandon k beech mein aik aik mota aur ubhrahua nipple akarr kar kharra tha. Khaala Jamila ne saamne lage

hue aa’eene meinApny chehre ka ja’aiza laite hue Apny dono mammon par haath phaira to wo barre

tabah-kun andaaz mein hilne lage. Phir unho ne apna aik mamma uthaea aur us kneeche haath phaira. Mujhe apni saans band hoti mehsoos hui. Main ne Khaala Jamila k pait ko bhi barre ghor se daikha. Un ka pait gudaaz, golaur bhara bhara sa tha. Pait ki halki halki larzish bata rahi thi k wo naram-o-nazuk aur muleam hai. Mammon se neeche patli kamar ki waja se un ka pait bhi zara chota tha lekin Chutarron ki taraf jaate jaate chorra aur barra ho jaata tha.

 

 Naaf ka garrha kaafi barra aur gol tha magar aise lagta tha jaise kisi ne ussaychutki se pakarr kar upar ki taraf khainch diya ho. Isi liye un ki naaf gol se ziyaada baizvi shakal ki thi. Khaala Jamila ki naaf un k mote mammon k barrebarre nipples k saath mil kar aik ajeeb tarah ki tikon ya musalas banaati thi jis seun ka pait aur bhi khubsurat lagta tha. Hairat angaiz tor par un ka pait saafshaffaaf tha aur us par kisi qisam ki koi shikan ya nishaan nahi tha.

Un ki shalwaar laastic waali thi jise unho ne neeche khaincha aur Apny pa’aon us mein se nikaal liye. Ab main Khaala Jamila k Chutarr, raanain aur phudi ko bilkulnanga daikh sakta tha. Aaj meri samajh mein aaya k hourglass badan kis qyamatka naam hai. Khaala Jamila ki kamar un k mammon aur gand k muqaable meinbarre wazeh tor par patli aur choti thi. Un k Chutarron aur kamar k size meinbohat farq tha. Un ki taangain badan k upari hisse ki lambai k lihaaz se barrimutanaasib theen. Gol aur mote Chutarron ka rang barra ajeeb tha.

 

Taizlashkaare maarta hua safaid. Khaala Jamila k kase hue Chutarron par kahin kahinsurkhi si ubhri hui nazar aa rahi thi. Wo qadam uthaateen to un k Chutarron meingol gol Gherrhe parrne lagte. Side se daikhne par un k Chutarr kaafi ziyaadabaahar nikle hue dikhai daite thy. Bohat koshish k bawajood main un ki gand kasoorakh nahi daikh saka jo un k Chutarron k andar kahin chupa hua tha. Raanainmoti theen jinki gehrai mein mojood un ki phudi bhi mujhe poori tarah nazar nahiaa rahi thi. Naaf se chand inch neeche chote chote lekin be-had ghane kaale siyaahbaal thy jo neeche un ki phudi tak chale jaate thy.

Un ki poori phudi inn baalon nedhaamp rakhi thi. Thorri dair mazeed un k khoobsoorat nange badan ka nazaarakarne k baad main barri khaamoshi se neeche utar aaya. Us raat mere muthmaarne mein be-panaah josh aur walwala tha.Us se agle din parrhai khatam karne k baad main aur Khaala Jamila baithy coke pirahe thy. Main ne kaha,

 Main: “Khaala jan aap deit coke kiyon peeti hain mujhe to ye karrvi si lagti hai.” 

 

 

  Khaala Jamila ne hans kar jawaab diya,

 Khaala: “Baite wazan kam karne k liye cheeni se parhaiz karti hoon. Itni moti sandi jo hoon. Deit coke mein cheeni nahi hoti isi liye peeti hoon.” Main: ““Khaala jan aap moti bilku

l nahi hain. Aap ki haddiyaan barri barri aurchorri hain aur is laiy badan bhi thorra bhaari hai lekin barra kasa hua hai latkahua aur be-

hangum nahi. Aisa badan to larrkiyon ka bhi nahi hota.” Khaala: “Phir bhi Sajid baite mein wazan kam karna chahti ho

on magar kaamyaabi

nahi hoti.” 

 Unho ne apni tareef sun kar khushi mehsoos ki magar us ka izhaar karne se guraizkiya. Main ne kaha,

 Main: “Aap kisi had tak dubli to ho sakti hain magar aap k badan ka har hisa chotanahi ho sakta.” Khaala: “Wo kiyon?” 

  Main ne dopatte k baghair Khaala Jamila k mote mote mammon ko daikhte huekaha,

 Main: “Khaala jan aap k seene aur Chutarron ka size kaafi barra hai aur ye itniaasaani se kam nahi hon ge.” 

  Khaala Jamila ka chehra Apny mammon aur Chutarron k zikar par halka sa laal hogaya. Khaala Jamila thorra sharmate huye,

 Khaala: “Baite inhi hisson ko to chota karna chahti hoon.” Main: “Mushkil hai Khaala jan k aap ka seena kam ho sakay.” main ne duhraea.“Waise aap kis number ka bra istimaal karti hain?.” 

  Is sawaal par Khaala Jamila aik lamhe k liye garrbarra gaeen lekin phir boleen,

 Khaala: “Zaahir hai large size ka. Aur mujhe kon sa number poora a’aiy ga.” 

  Main ne mehsoos kar liya tha k Khaala Jamila meri baatain sun kar ghuse meinnahi aa raheen bal-k mehaz halki si sharm mehsoos kar rahi hain meri himmat aurbarrh gai. Main ne kaha,

 Main: “Lekin Khaala jan aap kiyon Apny badan k sab se khubsurat hisse ko chota

karna chahti hain. Aap ki tarah k mammon k liye to auratain America aur Englandmein hazaron dollar kharch kart 

i hain.” 

  Main ne ab saaf tor par un k mammon ka tazkira taareefi andaaz mein kiya tha.Unho ne hans kar ghair iraadi tor par gardan neeche kar k Apny mammon par nazar daali aur kaha,

 Khaala: “Ha’e Sajid pata nahi wo kaisi auratain hain mein to barri tang

hoon.Chobees ghante bila-

waja itna wazan kon utha’iy phire.”

Wo is guftagoo se nervous ho rahi theen. Main bilkul normal lehje mein baat karraha tha. Main ne kaha,

 Main “Aap k mamme large size se bhi barre hain Khaala jan. Aap ko large se bhi

barra bra

 poora aata ho ga.” Khaala: “Nahi, nahi Sajid baite ab maire itne barre bhi nahi hain jitna tum samajhrahe ho.” 

 

 Main: “Khaala jan shart lagi k aap k mamme kam az kam 45 inch k hain.” Main ne

 zara pur-josh andaaz mein Apny dono haathon ko aik doosre k qareeb laate hue unk mammon ka size banaya. Ab main unhe kaise bataata k main ne nahaate hue un k mammon ko khoob achitarah daikh liya tha.

 Khaala: “Mein koi bhains hoon kia jo mere itne barre hon ge?” Unho ne be

-tahaashahanste hue kaha.Un k safaid khubsurat daant qataar-andar-qataar mujhe nazar aa rahe thy. Mainne barre wasooq se kaha,

 Main: “Bilkul hain. Mein hazaar rupe ki shart lagaata hoon k itne hi barre hain.” 

 

 Khaala: “Nahi Sajid baite aisa ho hi nahi sakta. Ye barre zaroor hain magar itne bhi nahi

.” Khaala Jamila ne bhi meri naqal karte hue haathon se ishaara kiya.

 

Un k gol, sidool bazoo hawa mein lehra’aiy. Pata nahi kiyon unhe hansi aa’aiy ja

rahi thi. Aisa lagta tha jaise wo in baaton se beak-waqt khush bhi ho rahi theen aur kuch be-chaini bhi mehsoos kar rahi theen. Aag aur paani ka khail jaari tha. Main ne kaha,

 Main: “To chalain Khaala jan naap kar daikh laite hain. Abhi pata chal ja’aiy ga.”

Ye keh kar main utha aur taizi se us almaari ki taraf barrha jahan darziyon waalaaam feeta rakha hota tha. Main ne feeta almaari se nikaala aur wapas Khaala Jamila ki taraf aa gaya. Unho ne haath utha kar mujhe rokne ki koshish.

 Khaala: “Ha’aiy nahi nahi ye kin chakaron mein parr gaiy ho Sajid baita dafakaro.” 

  Main ne unhe chirraane waale andaaz mein kaha,

 

 

Badalte Rishte By Bhaiya Romio

–

 By Spark

 Main: “To phir aap shart haar gaeen na Khaala jan.” Khaala: “Mein khud naap le kar tumhe bata doon gi. Abhi to tum aaraam se baitho.” 

 Un k lehje se saaf lag raha tha jaise wo ab is mozoo par mazeed baat na karnachahti hon. Main apni baat par arra raha.

 Main: “Nahi Khaala jan ab to aap ko naap daina hi parre ga. Aap kharri to hon.”

 Khaala Jamila ko chaar-o-nachaar kharra hona hi parra. Main ne feeta un ki kamark gird ghumaea aur un k mote mote mammon k saamne le aaya. Main ne un kmammon k ubhaaron ko daikhte hue kaha,

 Main: “Khaala jan app Apny dono bazoo seedhe kar k side par rakhain.”

Unho ne aisa hi kiya. Feeta un k dono barre barre mammon ki sides mein dhansahua tha. main feete ko pakarr kar un k mammon k bilkul beech mein le aaya. Mainne unhe thorra muztarib hote hue daikh kar kaha,

 Main: “Khaala jan seene k naap laine ka sahi tareeqa ye hai k feeta nipples k upara’aiy warna naap ghalat ho jaata hai.”

Unho ne sar hila diya. Feeta un k seene par theek karte karte main ne yak-lakht Khaala Jamila ka aik mota mamma haath mein pakarr liya. Main aisa zaahir karraha tha jaise darust naap laine k liye feete ko un k mammon par sahi jagah rakhraha hoon. Un k mammon mein narmi k saath saath bhaari-pan aur lachak thi. Main ne un k mamme ko haath mein pakrre pakrre zara zor se dabaea. Yehi wosurkh line thi jo mujhe aboor nahi karni chahie thi. Khaala Jamila foran samajh gaeen k mere dil mein kiya hai. Unho ne ghuse se feetamere haath se khainch kar le liya aur khud chand qadam peeche hat gaeen. Unhone kaampti hui awaaz mein kaha,

 Khaala: “Sajid ye kiya be

-hoodgi hai.? Mein tumhe aisa nahi samajhti thi. Maire liye

to tum Ilyaas jaise ho.” 

  Mere liye un ka rad-e-amal zaroorat se ziyaada shadeed tha. Main sannaate meinaa gaya. Mujhe foran andaaza ho gaya k na sirf teer kamaan se nikal chuka haibal-ke nishaana bhi khata ho gaya hai. Khaala Jamila k tund-o-taiz lehje ne merehosh gum kar die thy. Main dharrakte dil k saath mujrimon ki tarah sar jhukaiykhaamosh kharra raha. Khaala ne kaha,

 Khaala: “Maira di

l chah raha hai k jooton se tumhaari murammat karoon. Sharmaani chahie tumhe. Jo kuch tum kar rahe thy wo intihai darje ki bad-

tameezi hai.” 

  Khaala Jamila ke lehje mein ab bhi bala ki sakhti thi. Main ne pehle kabhi unhe itne ghuse mein nahi daikha tha. Main ne un ki taraf daikha aur meri aankhon se taptap aansoo girne lage aur main hichkiyaan le le kar rone laga. Shayad Khaala Jamila k munh se Apny liye aise sakht alfaaz sun kar mujhe dukh hua tha yashayad range haathon pakrre jaane par pashaimaani thi. 

 

Mujhe bachon ki tarah rote daikh kar Khaala Jamila foran chup ho gaeen aur mujhehairat se daikhne lageen. Main ne apni kameez ki aasteen se aankhain ponchte huebarri mushkil se kaha.

 Main: “Mein maafi chahta hoon Khaala jan. Mein ne bohat zaleel harkat ki.” 

  Phir is se pehle k Khaala Jamila kuch kehteen main ne apni kitaabain uthaeen aursar jhuka kar taiz taiz qadmon se chalta hua Gher k main darwaaze se bahar nikalgaya. Main us raat ko Apny zehan mein is waqie k har pehloo ka baareek-

beeni se ja’aiza

laita raha. Mujhe Khaala Jamila ka Apny saath rawea ghair-zaroori tor par sakhtlaga. Apni be-izzati ka mujhe itna dukh nahi tha jitna is baat ka k ye be-izzati usaurat ne ki thi jis ki muhabbat main aik arse se Apny dil mein chupaiy baitha tha. Main ne un k mamme ko zaroor haath lagaya tha magar koi khuli hui ghair-akhlaaqi harkat nahi ki thi. Khaala Jamila ye nahi keh sakti theen k main ne unhechodne ki koshish ki thi. Lekin is k bawajood un ka radd-e-amal is qisam ka tha jaise main ne beech bazaar unhe nanga kar diya ho. Wo mujhe behtar tareeqe sebhi to samjha sakti theen.

 

 Main musalsal soche chala ja raha tha. Kia Khaala Jamila khud kisi had tak iswaqie ki zimadaar nahi theen? Agar wo Apny mammon k zikar par hi mujhe rokdaiteen to baat yahaan tak na puhanchti. Unho ne bhi to mujhe aise ishaare die thy jinhe main ne ghalat samjha. Meri baaton par un ka hansna aur chehre par surkhi.Wo sab kia tha. Agar wo is qisam ka koi ishaara daiti hi na to ye nobat kiyon aati.Unho ne bila-waja itni si baat ka batangarr bana diya. Aur aisa karte hue unhemeri koi naiki bhi yaad nahi rahi. Main ne barre dukh k saath socha. Mayoosi, be-chaargi aur mehroomi ne mil kar mere zehan par zabardast yalghaar kar di thi. Mere halaq mein jaise dhuwaan sa bharne laga. Main ye to jaanta tha k Khaala Jamila kisi se is baat ka tazkira nahi karain gikiyonke is se khud un ki apni subki hone ka andaisha tha lekin masla ye tha k main

a’ainda un ka saamna kaise kare ga. Mujhe tasleem karna parra k aaj jo kuch hua

tha us ka asal zimedaar to baharhaal main khud hi tha. Mere dil mein na to apniKhaala ki muhabbat honi chahie thi aur na hi unhe chodne ki khahish. Is liyebunyaadi ghalti to meri hi thi. Main ne faisla kiya k main Khaala Jamila ko apni zindagi se hamesha hamesha k liye nikaal doon ga. Aaj se wo mere liye mar gaitheen aur main un k liye. Meri nazar saamne maiz par rakhi hui apni Urdu ki kitaab par parri aur main achanak Apny aap ko barra halka phulka mehsoos karnelaga. Mere saath Khaala Jamila ki jharrap ko ab chaar din beet chuk thy. Main is doraanun k Gher nahi gaya tha. Wo ab phir pehle ki tarah raat tak Gher mein akeli hotitheen. Aik din us kamray ki safai karte hue jahaan main un se parrha karta thawahan unhain sofe k neeche zard rang ka aik ball point pen nazar aaya.

 

 Unho nesocha k ye pen yaqeenan Sajid ka hoga jo us din wo yahaan chorr gaya hoga. Wo pen utha kar bedroom mein aa gaeen aur apni dressing table par rakh diya jahaanun ki lipsticks, perfumes aur isi qisam ki doosri cheezain parri hoti theen. Unho nedressing

table k barre a’aine mein Apny aap ko naaqidaana nigaahon se daikha.

Usi din shaam ko unho ne apni Amii (meri naani) k Gher phone kiya aur meriAmii yaani apni behan se baat ki. Baaton baaton mein unho ne mera Pocha aur phir mujh se baat karne ki khahish ka izhaar kiya. Main apni Amii k saamne Khaala Jamila se baat karne se inkaar nahi kar sakta tha. Mujhe phone par aana hi parra. Khaala Jamila ne mujhe kaha,

 Khaala: “Tum kal dopehar k baad mere Gher aana mujhe tum se zaroori baat karnihai.” 

  Episode No 03Usi din shaam ko unho ne apni Amii (meri naani) k Gher phone kiya aur meriAmii yaani apni behan se baat ki. Baaton baaton mein unho ne mera Pocha aur phir mujh se baat karne ki khahish ka izhaar kiya. Main apni Amii k saamne Khaala Jamila se baat karne se inkaar nahi kar sakta tha. Mujhe phone par aana hi parra. Khaala Jamila ne mujhe kaha,

 Khaala: “Tum kal dopehar k baad mere Gher aana mujhe tum se zaroori baat karnihai.”